..istanbul aku dtg..

I just watched istanbul aku. Baru la nak tgk lpas dah lame cerita ni keluar.. Awal2 je cerita ni rasa mcm diri sendiri pulak dlm cerita tu.kihkihkihh. Lisa surihani sgt comel and beto sgt sweett..huhuhuu..
Best la jgk cerita ni..not typical malay movie.. :)

Btw. Harini wedding my old fren..raihan..daughter of my Geos teacher..hihi..selamat pengantin baru to her.. She is soooo pretty.. Nak buat baju kawen mcm dia jgk..something like dress or jubah2 style gitu..if not pun,i will ask my dayang2 senandung to wear something in that colour. Including dayangku laily. Hihii

Even my wedding is  not going to be somwhere nearer..not next year nor next two years but insyaAllah when the time is right, i akan kawen jua.but for now, baiki diri dulu, tambah ilmu, kumpul duit bla bla bla berangan2 dulu..hihihi...insyaAllah, nothing much to worry.. :)

Till then,

live life happily..pray a lot..dont regret with anything happened..just smilee.. :)

..usrah..

Dulu masa saya foundation, saya pernah kena paksa pergi usrah. saya ingat lagi macam mana kakak tu datang bilik pastu suruh pergi usrah. and time tu roomate saya pun paksa-paksa pergi usrah. bila time usrah je die macam "hambat-hambat"saya pergi usrah. die akan cakap, "jom! jom! usrah! usrah! usrah!"..dengan nada yang annoying gila macam nak mintak penampar..(time tu la)..huhuu~..

pastu bila time usrah, kakak-kakak  yang bagi usrah tu macam annoying gila saya rasa. kalau dorang nak tegur memang extremly tegur. rasa menyampah gila time tu..lepas 2 3 kali kena cenggitu, saya pun amek keputusan nak melarikan diri dari usrah. taip2 kali time usrah, saya akan pergi bilik member lain. tak pun pergi cafe makan-makan..huhuu~..betapa jahilnya saya masa tu~...iskk~~~..betapa banyaknya pahala roomate saya waktu tu sebab duk ajak2 saya pergi usrah, kan? huhuu~..

tp ntah lah, mugkin saya yang bermasalah sbb mase tu still rase mcm budak-budak, baru je abes SPM, pastu kene paksa2 gitu, time tu mmg rase menyampah gile..huhu..atau kakak2 tu punya pendekatan usrah yang xbes, saya pun xtau..tapi mmg itu la yang saya rasa dulu..masa zaman-zaman foundation..after foundation, xde lagi usrah-usrah yang dtg mendekati saya. bila fikir-fikir balik rasa macam Allah bagi ujian, Dia terus dah taknak bagi lagi ilmu-ilmu agama datang mendekati saya lepas saya dok asyik melarikan diri dari usrah-usrah tu..huhuhuu~..

but, when time flies, slowly saya rasa macam something je..rasa macam, ckup la dengan ilmu dunia ni, time-time sedih ke time-time diuji ke, xde pun rase ilmu dunia ni membantu sangat..huhuhu..then,start dengan beli-beli buku untuk izry, and dengar ceramah-ceramah dari youtube, dengan ceramah-ceramah yang IzRy downloadkan and send dkt saya, ntah macam mana, rasa macam nak lagi cari ilmu. rasa macam bila baca buku macam makin tak tau. so saya mula tanya-tanya IzRy. even yang simple-simple pun saya tanya. soalan-soalan yang boleh dianggap soalan bodoh pun saya tanya. sy bukan saja-saja bodoh-bodoh nak tanya, saya tanya sebab saya nak tau lebih, kalau tak saya sure tak tanya. huhuu..

and Alhamdulillah lepas tu tiba-tiba saya dipertemukan dengan housemate-housemate baru yang baikkkkk sangat..and through dorang la saya dah jumpa usrah yang saya rasa, "ya~~.inilah usrah sebenar yang saya cari"..Alhamdulillah.. usrah yang dilead oleh makcik mahanum, wife kepada one of lecturer UTP (semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati makcik mahanum) memang seronok la. mugkin sebab makcik mahanum tu macam mak-mak..and dia pandai bercerita..entah, memang rasa seronok la.. pergi first time then dah rasa excited nak tunggu next week.. then tak sabar nak tunggu the next week. 

saya rasa, usrah ni memang sesuai la untuk orang-orang macam saya untuk cari reminder. kadang-kadang kita terlupa dalam menjalani hidup kita seharian, kita mudah lalai dan leka..huhuuu

..terasa seperti satu keluarga..huhuuu

 

tapi sekarang sy dah separa meninggalkan UTP..sedih betul terpaksa meninggalkan keluarga usrah nih..huhuuu~..and now saya dah takde group usrah..harap buat perncerahan dan perkongsian ilmu dgn kawan-kawan sket2 gitu je la..itu pun style borak-borak santai-santai..huhuhu..moga kami sama-sama sapat manfaat..saya mencari-cari jgk saya kumpulan usrah area-area dkt dgn saya nih, tapi the truth is, saya pun tak tau nak cari macam mana..huhuu..mudah-mudahan dapat join usrah lagi untuk mentarbiahkan diri dan hati..huhuu..dan saya bedoa dan berharap moga-moga dipertemukan saya dengan orang-orang yang baik, yang sentiasa berusaha dan membawa saya ke jalan yang lurus. mudah-mudahan.

Semoga Allah merahmati kita semua..mudah-mudahan kan..pergi lah cari ilmu dan hidayah Allah. mudah-mudahan bahagia dunia dan akhirat.. :)

*TQ to izry yg selama ni bnyk buat perkongsian dan pencerahan dgn saya. May god bless you.

..come back..

It has been ages since my last post.. too busy and too lazy too update and telling stories. hihii..

well, mylife went pretty good, i bet same goes to all of you too..

many things had happened recently..good and bad..all mixed up..

i hope I still have gut and courage to face all of them patiently and positively..

TQ ALlah for always being there for us, for me and for you..

till meet again with some of story yan

g tertinggal..hehehe..

till then,

lots love.. :)

..banyak-banyak la kita berdoa..mudah-mudahan semuanya dipermudahkan..

..love is battlefield..

Hidup ni tak sentiasa indah. semua orang pun tahu. kan?  Jalan cerita kita semua tak sama. Ada orang dipermudahkan jalannya. Ada orang perlu kuat berusaha. :)

Entah kenapa, semenjak dua menjak ni asyik dengar orang cerita pasal problem relationship. Trust me, relationship ain't easy if we are trying too hard. kita tak boleh paksa atau suruh sesiapa pun untuk suka kita dan terima cara kita..Even if dia boyfriend kita sekali pun, dia masih ada hidup dan cara dia sendiri. If they can't tolerate with you, then you are the one who need to learn in how to tolerate with them. with their life and their style. kalau tak boleh terima, jangan kawan terus. that's it.

Being hurt in relationship tu perkara biasa. kalau tak, takkan ada pepatah "love is battlefield". just go with the flow and be patient je. Sabar tu penting la. kalau tak boleh sabar tak kan boleh jadi redha dan ikhlas. :)
And we really have to be sensitive and more observant towards others. kalau tak, kita akan jadi bajet best and buat perkara yang kita suka yang kita rasa best tapi sebenarnya tak bagi the other side. huhu. This is just my 2 cents. Sorry if I am wrong.

..am I patient enough? ask yourself.. :)

Bila umur dah makin meningkat ni, dan lepas satu per satu muhasabah, then I realize that the best words to be said bila ditimpa kesusahan, kesedihan or what so ever is Alhamdulillah and Astagfirullah. Alhamdulillah for the hurts which will taught you to be better person in future, and Astagfirullah for the hurts which can be a reminder from Allah for the sins that you have done before. huhu.

No worries, sakit hari ini adalah untuk pengajaran dan kebahagiaan masa akan datang. InsyaAllah. Senyum banyak-banyak and do good deeds to others to redeem your happiness.

Sampai masa semua perkara baik-baik akan datang sendiri satu persatu. Kita hanya perlu buat yang terbaik dan berusaha beserta Doa. InsyaAllah.

Don’t grieve. If it's ended, it 's wasn’t Real. If it’s Real, it never ended.

-yasmin mogahed-

Now, I miss my usrah group. huhu. T_T  

..Hidup seorang pekerja..

1. Alhamdulillah, finally saya dah mula bekerja. Walaupun kena undergo training dulu setahun. Tapi Alhamdulillah jugak, sebab dah bergaji dan entitle to almost all the company benefits. :)

2. This first two days sangatlah santai, sebab baru orientation for new hiring staff.. so sesi orientasi je la..kena amek tandatangan2 staf la.. kena team building la..macam-macam lagi la..so far ok la, rasa macam budak baru daftar nak masuk universiti..kawan pun ramai..sebab yang budak2 yang baru daftar macam saya ni semua sekali ada 20 orang..so adalah kawan..hihi.. :)

3. So far rasa macam ok la nak kerja dekat sini. time keje flexible, kalau masuk lamat, kua lamat. masuk awal, kua awal. asal cukup 9 jam..Kerja semua pakai robot/mesin. tekan-tekan komputer, pastu duduk melangok. Pegi tour plant harini, tgk semua technician duduk melongok and gosip2 je..ade plak main game je sebab keje sume 100% pakai robot/fully automated. Tak pakai operator ramai-ramai..so paling rendah yang ada adalah technician, utk kendalikan mesin. so, keja saya nanti kena jaga mesin and process. Semoga saya berjaya la excell dalam setahun training ni and jadi permenant staff..

4. Semoga saya dapat simpan duit banyak-banyak and cepat-cepat..portion untuk guna duit gaji saya dah buat walaupun gaji first belum dapat..haha..Semoga Allah mempermudahkan segala urusan saya dan bagi yang terbaik untuk saya dalam apa pun yang saya buat..Mudah-mudahan..

5. Saya tak pernah sangka lah yang saya akan jadi engineer walaupun saya belajar engineering..sbb saya ada cita-cita lain..dan saya pun tak pernah sangka yang saya akan kerja dekat kulim or dkt kedah nih..sebab saya memang sebolehnya taknak pun..huhuu..tp mungkin inilah yg terbaik utk saya buat masa nih, I believe Allah knows best.. :)

6. So hidup saya sebagai seorang pekerja sekarang ni boleh dikatakan seronok lah. maklom lah, baru start, lom banyak keje. bos pun lom marah..siapa bos nye pun belom tahu..baru tahu department mane je..haha.. so jadual hidup bangun pagi kul 615pg-pegi keje 720pg-balik keje 505ptg-tido awal gile pukul 10 (tp terjaga-terjaga..huhuu) menyeronokkan la buat masa nih..harap-harap terus seronok la untuk satu masa yang lama..InsyaAllah..

7. For those who have prayed and wished me..TQ so much for your Doa's and wishes..Semoga korang jugak dapat kebaikan yang sama seperti yang korang doakan untuk saya. Mudah-mudahan. InsyaAllah

till then.

i need to force myself to sleep..nite peeps.


:)

..memory..

Can't resist myself from laughing out loud when looking to this picture.

Thank God, I am not wearing my tudung like this anymore. haha.

style lipat rapat ke muka. bajet kemas habis. haha. :P

boleh pecah perut kalau tengok gambar dulu-dulu. :)

how time flies. sedar tak sedar we're all grown up.

Thanks to the childhood memory. you are so sweet to be remembered.

:)

..Be Strong..

Oh Allah, when I lose my hopes and plans, help me remember that your love is greater than my disappointments, and your plans for my life are better than my dreams.

— Imam Ali ibn Abi Talib (a)

..Acknowledgement..

Alhamdulillah, praises to The Almighty Allah for blessing me with the strength and health towards completing this project. It is a pleasure to thank the many people who made this thesis possible.

First and foremost, I would like to say million of thankfulness to my supervisor and co-supervisor who have been very supportive from the beginning to the end of the project. Their guidance, attention and advice are very much appreciated. My heartfelt gratitude also goes to my colleagues at Solar Lab for their willingness to share knowledge. Their suggestion, enthusiastic support, knowledge and constructive criticism helped me greatly in understanding the project.

My utmost appreciation goes to my family and my beloved ones, who have inspired and encouraged me with never ending prayers and have fully supported me for every trial that came in my way. Their advices will always be remembered and become the motivation in continuing the journey of my life. I would like to express my most sincere gratitude to all my friends who immersely helped me by giving me encouragement and wonderful friendship. The love, support and precious time together have made this journey more meaningful.

May all of you will be blessed. Thank You.

*Acknowledgement in thesis 2012..kehkeh.. :P*

 

waiting for UTP 12th Convocation ceremony 2012 on 21st October 2012..

InsyaAllah.

 

 

I am so happy! Thank You Allah.

Alhamdulillah... :)

 

 

Now I am really2 done with my study.

so, its time to find a job plak.

May Allah ease me, in everything.

 

 

p/s: sambung phd maybe nanti2..InsyaAllah..now,need to prioritize parents dulu..

..get a life!..

last weekend was a long weekend.

surely everyone have their best plan to be done

so am I

but unfortunately, the plan need to be cancelled. so sad. 

but, in the end, what i can say, Alhamdulillah. TQ Allah for everything.

when my actual planning need to be cancelled for some reason

Allah change it with His best plan for me instead.

so, for last long weekend,

Me and my friend went to Sungai Klah hot spring to mandi manda. 

sooooooo enjoyable.

the fees also reasonable. RM12 per entry for adult.

puas hati la orang kata.

mandi manda sampai letih.

Alhamdulillah. 

I can smile now.

till then..

"Dont give up, when things go wrong.

Ingat Allah and keep fighting!
you won't regret.
InsyaAllah"


p/s: don't you ever ever ever used negative words that potray your negative thinking or negative feelings. chill. :)

..I am : guidance seeker..

Oh Allah!

You are the all Knowing,

and I seek ability from Your power and I ask you for Your great favor,

for You have power,

but I do not,

and You have knowledge,

but I do not,

and You know all hidden matters. 

Oh Allah!

If You know that this matter is good for me in my religion,

my livelihood and my life in the Hereafter,

then make it easy and bless it;

and if You know that this matter is evil for me in my religion,

my livelihood and my life in the Hereafter,

then keep it away from me and keep me away from it,

and choose what is good for me wherever it is,

and make me pleased with it.

Ameen. 

Allah the most knowing, from you I seek guidance. No one knows best than You do. You know  the tangible and also what is in my heart. keep me strong and let me handle all the difficulties with patience. 

*weeping* 

p/s: All I need is guidance. 

..One Day..

InsyaAllah, 

people says, 

"to get a good partner, you have to be good first"

huhu.

May Allah ease everything. and give us strength to learn and change to be better muslim/muslimah.

InsyaAllah.

p/s: Marriage is not just menghalalkan apa yang haram. it is more than that. prepare yourself. :)

..Combo: Raya + Engagement Day..

Alhamdulillah, my sis engagement day went as planned even though the other side keep changing date for two three times before it can be confirmed. "we can plan, but ALLah is the BEST planner" :)

 the ceremony was attended by closed friends and family only.. We cooked the foods and do everything by ouselves. quite tiring, I can say. haha. but really worth every cents of it.

 the hantaran was made  by me and adik. the make up was done by my mother herself. and the tudung and the vail was touched by me. requested  by my sis.. haha. hentam je la..asal boleh orang kate.. :P

 I still can't believe my sis already got engagage. still feels like she is too young to be somebody's fiance. huhu. may Allah blessed their relationship until they got married. InsyaAllah.

And for myself, Only Allah knows when is my turn and what HE has planned for me. Whatever it is, it would be the best plan for ME..InsyaAllah.. :)

for now, just enjoy and rejoice every moment we have.

last but not least,

Salam Aidilfitfi for all.

and happy start working.

Salam.

..the awaited homecoming..

I can still remember how sad it feels during the very first time I am sending him at KLIA on March 6 years back. and last monday, I can't stop smiling I swear when I first saw him walking out from the arrival hall. Alhamdulillah. he safely arrived. Thank God. :)

For these 6 years, long distance relationship was not as easy as we think. It full with ups and downs. It demands trust and patience. and it offers countless pains and tears along the way. but Alhamdulillah, when we put trust on Allah after trying and holding on so hard, its paid off. no words can best replace Alhamdulillah. :)

Now, he is here, coming back for good. I am so happy for him. after all, all hard works paid off. My prayers are answered. my tears flow unconsciously when I know he has passed the exam with flying colors. For god sake, I do pray a lot for him. during my umrah his name was mentioned in every single of my prayer. I pray for myself not much as I pray for him. Alhamdulillah, Allah listen to my doa. I really want him to be successful, since he is going to be a leader in a marriage, an Imam for a wife, and a father to the childrens. I hope he will succeed one day. In life now and hereafter.  InsyaAllah. and I hope he will never forget me. no matter what happens.

" When My servant ask you concerning Me, I am indeed very close (to them). I listen to the prayer of every supplicant when he calls on Me..." 

[2:186]

Indeed, Allah's help is near. when we seek help  from Allah through doa,  He will grant us surely of what we are asking for. sooner or later. just keep pray-ing. :)

His homecoming is so much  awaited . This raya would really be a celebration for his success..Alhamdulillah.. :)

Selamat hari raya to you love.and selamat hari raya to all. sorry for any wrongdoings. and for any of my slip tounge. whoever going back to home town by driving, have a safe journey ok. take care. and may Allah blessed all of us.

till then,


p/s: I am  proud of you dear. really. :)

..Congratz..

Alhamdulillah, Finally I can surf-ing and update myself. (tumpang internet at UKM KL..hehe)

So, before Its too late,

Congratz to me for completing my master degree (Finally).

And congratz to too you love..!!

Sekarang dah boleh balik for good..and its relly good! Alhamdulillah..

May Allah ease your journey. and see you tonight!!

Happy Home Coming!

..10 last nights..

can't stop laughing..haha!

 especially for part don't louder than imam and don't sing..
enjoy the video!

:)

We are entering the last one-third of ramadhan.

lets strive for lailatul qadar. :)

“When the last one-third of the night remains, our Lord, the Glorious One descends towards the heaven of the earth and proclaims: Who is that who supplicates for Me, and I grant his supplication? Who is that who begs Me for anything and I grant it to him? And who is that who seeks My forgiveness, and I forgive him?” 
(Bukhari, Muslim).

..Final..

In less than 1 week, I'm having my final presentation (scheduled on 7th August, 10am).
If I pass the presentation with minor correction, then I'm happy kid, I swear.
hopefully everything will be ok. 

Please pray for me. cause your du'a really means the world for me..huhuu..wish me luck too!

"Ya Allah Al Fatah, You are the Supreme Conquerer, let me conquer this final presentation with the best of success. There is neither nor ability save by You Ya Allah. Ameen Ya Rabb"

May Allah ease everything for me.

..Letter to My Husband [future]..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
To my most beloved husband and most honored companion
Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh 


I praise Allah Taala, besides whom there is none worthy of worship, for He is our Creator and Sustainer. May Allah Taala shower His special mercies, blessings and peace on Muhammad, after whom there shall be no prophet. 


Every day I thank Allah for bringing you to me, and me to you.  There are many women from your people whom you could have married and many men from my people whom I could have married. However when The Best Planner decrees a matter it comes to a pass and I thank Allah for decreeing you as my husband, my partner in this life and the next. 


My Dearest,


At this beginning of our marriage, I am just a simple lady who is unaware of your personalities. Do tell me what you like so that I may carry it out and tell me what displeases you so I may forsake it for with this marriage, I have become you and you, me. May we be the cloth that covers each other’s weaknesses from the world. 


Each day when you leave to find sustenance, I entrust your Deen, your safety and your final deeds in the care of Allah Taala. Fear Allah concerning us my darling, and feed us nothing that is unlawful. Truly, a small fortune that is lawful can lit a shabby home but a huge fortune that is unlawful rocks even the most expensive house. 


Dear Beloved,


I ask Allah Taala to shower our home with love and blessings, but a marriage is seldom a bed of roses. A man’s weakness is his ego and a woman’s weakness is her tongue. May Allah grant me the patience to remain quiet when you’re angry, the strength to be soft when you’re harsh and the wisdom to give advice when you’re down.  I ask Allah to be reminded of your strength when your flaw prevails and I ask Allah Taala to increase our love for each other to the rank of Rasulullah and his beloved Khadeeja. 


But, if ever one day your feelings for me slowly fades – utter your affection for me despite its absence in your heart and I shall do the same. Truly the turner of hearts is none other than Allah and have faith that your words are the prayers that will be answered by Him. 


For this marriage is a gift from Allah and working for it is a means to please Allah. My hands are  in yours for as long as Allah is your Guardian.


I am now reluctantly taking leave from you. Please lower your forehead that is always prostrating before your Rabb so that I may place a kiss on it.  I shall extent my hands to you so that you may kiss them as well even though they do not serve you as well as they should. 


May the blessings of Allah be upon you, and may He return you safely home very soon. 


 Yours and only yours truly, 
Your loving wife

-Inspired by: Gift for a Muslim Bride-

 ..credit to ajjrina anuar..

..life..

..we live the life and die..

..True Challenge..

"Finding the right man for marriage 

is the second challenge.

The first challenge is to  be the right women

that a right man wants to marry."

In Allah I seek guidance through out this journey.

InsyaAllah.

..Tahajjud..

Let's start even if we have to force ourselves.. huhu..

..goodluck..

I will have no internet connection

So, before it's too late..

Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan

dan diberi ketengangan hati untuk menjawab soalan.

You can do it! :)

Be carefull when answering.

May you pass with flying colors. :)

I'll pray for you.

"Happy Exam, then Happy Graduation, then Happy coming back for good"

I will see you soon then.

If Allah wills.

 

till then

 

Take Care.. love lots. :)

..1st day, 1st time..

Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah. our business went well..we need to close earlier than we expected sebab barang dah habis.. We thought we need to berbuka dekat pasar ramadhan tu..tp Alhamdulillah, habis semua barang jualan hari ni, hopefully tomorrow will be better than today.. InsyaAllah. :)

At first, all of us kinda sooo nervous..gerai lain pukul 4 dah siap segala, tapi kitorg pukul 4 tu still terkial-kial..huhu..before nak start tu, my brother gave a short reminder, he said, "kita jual ni biar untung sikit takpe, asal orang puas makan..kita buat baik-baik"..then, we start our business..

Alhamdulillah, for today, we manage to sell almost 90 ketul roti..dengan hasil jualan rm200 lebih..rasa macam tak percaya.. sebab awal-awal tu memang slow..but went time turn to 5 pm and onwards, tak menang tangan.. ada 4 orang pun jenuh bersilat..huhuu.. sorang tukang masak, sorang letak sayur, sorang bungkus, sorang potong sayur sambil monitor the logistics.. nak duduk pun tak sempat..nak pergi jenguk gerai abang lagi sorang pun tak sempat, huhuu..ape khabar lah gerai dia..

letih memang letih..but in the end no words can described the satisfaction ..huhuu..tomorrow my brother have to work and only come after 5, so Im gonna be the chief in mission before he come..tskkkkk..soo nervous!

ok, its already 3am and I can't sleep even I am sooo tired!..huhuu~


I have to force myself to sleep! lot works to do tomorrow..Iskk~..may Allah ease everything.. :)

till then.

..Alhamdulillah, we do our best, and Allah do the rest..

..Ramadhan!..

Alhamdulillah

The month of Allah with it's Blessing, Mercy and Forgiveness has come upon us.

It's days are the best of days,

and it's nights are the best of nights,

So let takes this opportunity to gain as much Pahala as we can through out this holy month.

InsyaAllah.

..lets do pray a lot!..

As for now, I pray, may Allah ease me and my brother to open up our "gerai' at bazar Ramadhan tomorrow..

Really, I can say this as rezeki ramadhan..huhuu..Alhamdulillah..

May this "gerai no 84" will give exposure or maybe a memorable and valuable experience for me (at least) in doing and handling small business..

InsyaAllah.

Alhamdulillah, this Ramadhan really bring something for me

(dream turn to reality at last )

May Allah ease everything.

"Never give up hope of Allah's Mercy. Certainly no one loses hope of Mercy, except the people who disbelieve."
(yusuf 87)

till then,

Sooo excited yet soo nervous! huhu~


p/s: selamat bersahur. :)

..Pre-Ramadhan..

..see this cat..sooo cute!..*hands down*.. hehe... 

The Prophet Muhammad (SAW) was tender and kind toward cats. He appreciated cats.

so, why can't us? huhu.. 

stop being cruel towards cats.. stop hitting and chasing them like they have no feelings at all.. :(

*another story*

Since Ramadhan is coming

So, Happy Ramadhan to all

May this Ramadhan will bring good deed and Allah's blessing for us.

To special you, 

Happy Ramadhan in foreign country (again).. :)

May Allah grant you strength and blessing always

and Happy "Exam Preparation" mode.. :)

May Allah ease in everything and whatever you do.

InsyaAllah.

Sorry for any wrongdoing..and sorry for my slip tongue if any

Let's celebrate Ramadhan with pure heart and soul

free from anger and hatred..

till then,

..Change..

Ramadhan is approaching.. I guess this is a right time for me to really take a step in changing myself towards better person (try hard to be better muslimah).. I want to do this for the sake of Allah. Ramadhan is just a perfect timing. 

May Allah grant me strength and patience to do this.. 

"O Allah, 

keep distance from me everything that distances me from You,

And keep close to me everything that brings me closer to You

Ameen, Ya Rabbal 'Alamin"

May this space will be filled with the words of love that can  be considered as a small reminder, instead of a meaningless stories of mine that just talking about dunia with no benefit.. 

InsyaAllah..

..indeed Allah is very near to those who remember Him..

(may us be one of them)

till then,
I forgive those around me and hope they forgive all my fault too..

..Srikandi Islam..

baca buku macam ni, baru kita sedar diri, yang kita nih bukan siapa-siapa.. ilmu dan amalan rabiatul adawiyah takde sikit pun yang tercapai oleh kita. betapa zuhudnya dia, betapa alimnya dia, sanggup tak kawen sebab takot nanti perkahwinan itu menggangu dia dalam mengabadikan diri pada Allah SWT. 

baca lah buku nih, tak kira la lelaki ke perempuan ke, baca lah. pasti ada sesuatu yang boleh dijadikan iktibar dan rangsangan kepada kta dalam menerajui hidup pada dunia hari ini yang penuh pancaroba. 

mudah-mudahan, kita mampu menjadi mukmin yang baik walaupun tak sehebat rabiatul adawiyah. 

..Rezeki Allah..

1. Alhamdulillah, hari ni saya masih hidup seperti biasa.. untuk terus merasai nikmat dan rahmat Allah SWT.. Alhamdulillah saya selamat sampai ke UTP kemarin. Dan Alhamdulillah saya dapat gather balik dengan housemate-housemate yang juga merupakan rakan-rakan usrah. Seronok sangat rasa, bila berada di kalangan orang yang setiap butir percakapannya menjurus kepada mengingati Allah.. Semoga Allah merahmati kami semua. mudah-mudahan.

2. Semalam one of my roomate panjang lebar memberi kata-kata yang saya kira boleh di kira sebagai nasihat dan motivasi kepada saya untuk buat sesuatu kerana Allah. Kalau tak berjaya apa yang kita lakukan, sekurang-kurangnya kita dah dapat pahala sebab berusaha kerana Allah. dan mungkin kalau tak berjaya itu maksud Allah sedang nak uji kita atau Allah nak bagi kita yang lebih baik. Katanya lagi, kalaunak berjaya dunia dan akhirat, kita kena baiki dulu hubungan kita dengan Allah. kalau hubungan kita dengan Allah baik, maka akan baiklah hubungan kita dengan orang lain dan dengan dunia ni sendiri. sesunggunya ALlah tu maha adil, Maha pengasih dan penyayang. Alhamdulillah, rasa hiba hati bila hampir setiap hari dapat dengar kata-kata macam ni. Syukurlah, Allah pilih saya untuk duduk bersama dengan mereka-mereka di sini. 

3. Harini banyak jugak perkara-perkara baik yang berlaku. Nikmat dan rezeki yang Allah bagi. Alhamdulillah. saya datang balik ke UTP ni dengan niat nak cari kerja. semalam lepas betulkan niat, Alhamdulillah, hari ni saya dah dapat kejenye..tp sy tak tau gajinye berapa, xpe lah, janji keje.mugkin itu rezeki saya. harap-harap semua urusan nak amek saya bekerja ni dipermudahkan lah, dan semoga saya betul-betul dapat start buat keje dan dapat gaji hujung bulan nanti..InsyaAllah..lepas dah dapat keje tu, tiba-tiba ada ada orang offer nak tolong kirakan saya utk sambung phD. Lepas tu dapat makan free, housemate buat makan-makan free..kena pulak saya puasa harini, memang rezeki sangat. Alhamdulillah. lepas siap bukak puasa, tiba-tiba sekretariat sukan UTP kol nak upah suh jadi referee netball time sport carnival nanti..huhuu..lepas tu dapat msg dari mira,dia ajak pergi gathering dekat janda baik and dia dengan baik hati nya nak sponsor tiket pergi balik dan mugkin lain-lain perbelanjaan sebab saya mmg cakap terus terang saya takde duit..huhuuu..Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..semoga saya terus dimurahkan rezeki seperti hari ini..Rezeki Allah bukan pada duit semata-mata..

4. Last sekali berita yang paling menggembirakan hati saya adalah bila saya dapat msg dari kawan saya di UTHM yang msg-nya lebih kurg gini.."aku dah pi jumpa dgn en eddy tu. bila aku sebut nama hang, terus dia ingat yang budak utp. kebarangkalian memang tinggi nak dapat, tapi selagi U tak bukak post, mmg tak boleh nak panggil. takpe, calon menunggu dah tersenarai. kita sama-sama doakan uthm buka post utk amik staff baru banyak-banyak..U aku ni mmg macam ni, lambat bab-bab pengambilan"... huhuhu..walaupun saya agak gembira dapat msg ni, dalam masa yang sama, saya nerves jugak..apakah saya berjaya dalam interview di UTHM haritu?huhu.. bole tlg sama-sama doakan utk saya tak? saya harap nama saya memang tersenarai dalam calon menunggu tu..tolong doakan saya..dan semoga Allah membalas jasa anda yang mendoakan saya dengan kebaikan yang berlipat kali ganda..mudah-mudahan.. 

5. dan nikmat dan rahmat yang tak terhingga saya kira buat saya pada hari ini adalah saya dah dapat hafal surah Al-Waqiah. Ya Allah.. mungkin ini lah hikmah sebulan duduk rumah. lepas ni cuba nak hafal Al-Mulk.. Alhamdulillah baru dapat hafal 1/6 je..otak dah berkarat..mudah-mudahan Allah permudahkan untuk saya, dan di beri ketajaman daya ingatan kembali..macam mana lah orang-orang yang dapat hafal 30juzuk Alquran tu..seronoknya mereka..huhuu.. 

semoga saya dan anda semua terus di limpahi nikmat kurniaan Allah seperti mana dia memberi limpahan nikmat kurniaan nya kepada hamba-hambanya yang beriman dan beramal soleh.

InsyaAllah.

sekian.

.3 perkara..

Ada 3 Hal dlm hidup yg tidak boleh kembali : 

  

 1. Waktu 

  

2. Kata-kata 

  

3. Kesempatan 

  

 Ada 3 Hal yg dpt menghancurkan hidup seseorg : 

  

  1. Kemarahan 

  

2. Keangkuhan 

  

3. Dendam 

  

Ada 3 Hal yg tidak boleh hilang : 

  

1. Harapan 

  

2. Keikhlasan 

  

3. Kejujuran 

  

 Ada 3 Hal yg paling berharga : 

  

 1. Kasih Sayang 

  

2. Cinta 

  

3. Kebaikan 

  

 Ada 3 Hal dlm hidup yg tidak pernah pasti : 

  

 1. Kekayaan 

  

2. Kejayaan 

  

3. Mimpi 

  

 Ada 3 Hal yg membentuk watak seseorg : 

  

 1. Komitmen 

  

2. Ketulusan 

  

3. Kerja keras 

  

Ada 3 Hal yg membuat kita sukses : 

  

1. Tekad 

  

2. Kemahuan 

  

3. Fokus 

  

 Ada 3 Hal yg tidak pernah kita tahu : 

  

 1. Rezeki 

  

2. Umur 

  

3. Jodoh 

  

TAPI, ada 3 Hal dalam hidup yg PASTI : 

  

1. Tua 

  

2. Sakit 

  

3. Kematian. 

  

Ya  اللّه , sahabatku yg membaca ini adalah sahabat yg soleh & solehah, kuat, sabar, pengasih & penyayang..maka sayangilah dia serta kasihilah dia..bantulah dia meningkatkan taraf kehidupannya..murahkan rezekinya.. sihatkan tubuh badannya..jika dia melangkah, selamatkanlah dia..permudahkan & lancarkan segala pekerjaannya..

 آمِيّنْ..آمِيّنْ..آمِّيْنَ يَا رَبَّ الْعَالَمِيْنَ

WAllahhu'Alam

..kerja..

1. esok sy ada interview..dekat kulim high tech.. nerves jugak.. kena study macam-macam.. harap-harap esok semuanya dipermudahkanlah..dan semoga dengan keberkataan hari jumaat, saya di murahkan rezeki.. mudah-mudahan..

2. Masa duk susun-susun sijil-sijil bagai, belek-belek la transcript undergraduate dulu..bangang jugak la rasa..awal-awal cgpa 2.62 je..lepas tu baru sikit-sikit result naik..sampai la last cgpa is 3.42..tak la bagus sangat pun, bukan forst class pun. tapi ok la.. tapi result sy ni, kalau g belajar obersi, mau ade yang fail nih..kekeke.. :P

3. Ok lah, dah nak tidur..spain dan lead..harap-harap spain menang..and semoga esok saya berjaya..doakan saya..

4. I need you sayang..rase nk ke jepun skrg jugak..sobss :(

..1001 cerita..

Nak cerita..

tapi................

..pengajaran..

Malam ni saya tengok masterchef selebriti episod 4 yang macam gampang lawaknya sebab azwan ali punya part (minit 29) memang lawak nak mampos..hahaha.. 

Selain dari lawak azwan ali yang buat saya gelak mengekek tu, dalam episod 4 ni jugak saya memang setuju sangat dengan kata-kata Dr Faiz masa dia tersingkir tu..ehhehe..bukan saya sorang je yang berfikiran macam tu rupanya, ada lagi orang yang fikir macam tu jugak..ehhehhe..

Masa Dr Faiz terkeluar tu, dia cakap, dia memang sedih sebab terkeluar, tapi dia cuma ada 1 sebab tu je untuk dia rasa sedih which is sebab terkeluar tu la.. dia masih ada banyak lagi sebab untuk dia rasa gembira dan bertuah.. itu la yang sebetulnya..hihihi..boleh dijadikan pengajaran tu.. :D

Selalunya ayat ni sgt applicable dalam relationship la..haha..sebab bila time sayang, semua benda jadi suka..semua elokkkkkk je..tapi bila tiba-tiba begadoh sikit..ada tersalah sikit, dan-dan jam tu jugak nak break la nak itu la nak ini la..huhuhuu..

time-time emo tu, cuba kita muhasabah diri and cakap, "dia ada 1000 kebaikan lagi yang perlu saya tengok instead of perangai buruknya yang 1 nih"..ataupun,  "aku masih ada banyak lagi perangai dia yang buatkan aku gembira selain daripada satu perangai dia yang macam gampang nih"..hihuuu~...InsyaAllah, kita akan jadi sabar dan terima..kalau tidak, asal buat salah sket je, nak marah bagai...gile ke ape..xpenat ke? aishh~..

tapi kalau bf/gf tu memang gampang takboleh diajar..tinggalkan je la..menjengkelkan..huhuu~

apa-apa situasi pun sebenarnya kita perlu fikir positif macam tu..bukan dalam relationship je..hehee..

ok2 sudah la..

semoga kita semua baik-baik dan gembira selalu..insyaAllah.. :)

p/s: nak kena tutup dh blog ni..sobsss~ :P